I dont think i can continue being a vegan. I have done everything in my power for the last few moths and have followed everything to the "t". Im getting fat i am always bloated and i feel aweful all the time. I have cut some things added other things etc and i cant still fit on my pants. Yesturday for lunch i cooked some chicken thighs for my children. I of course only ate corn tortillas with mashed black beans and salad. Well, i took a piece of chicken and put it in my mouth. Felt horribly guitly but ate it anyways. When i was done with my food i didnt feel like i usually feel and i dont know why. I felt with a bit more energy and i didnt bloat like usual. I also went to the bathroom just fine unlike i used to before. I dont know if i can continue. I have seen many benefits on the vegan diet. Benefits like my skin looks beautiful, my hair and nails have more shine than ever and my hair has stopped falling out. Jusy want to say goodbye to all and thank you all for all the advice. Maybe i will still continue as a vegetarian instead and see how that works out.