Last night, I had eat pasta with beetroot, 2 beers and a hash joint. I'm sleeping and when I wake UP I'm depressed. I have a sensation when I'm drug I'm living an another secret second life, and this trip IS like some people have forced me to eat egg or meat or milk cheese and I can't refuse. Around me criminality increase in the street, they burn supermarket with riot War.
before sleeping I'm listening notorious b.i.g and Tupac album and I cry because I'm remember when I was very young with these music.
I love american rap music. And it's like gang problem, some people had thieft me. Very difficult. With some green politic ecology problem.
it's like crazy life. Everyday I'm writing and Reading books. I try to see psychologists.
I'm bipolar. And I hear some voice in my head. I have pills and treatment. I have stop a lot of activity on internet.
So now, I eat peanut butter with bread and some fruits, juice. See you.