Well, here I am sitting on the couch feeling mostly disappointment towards myself. I know what happens behind closed doors. I've watched and will continue to watch as many videos as possible to keep educating myself about veganism, but here I sit wondering what inside me told me to go eat that piece of cheese pizza leftover in the fridge? Why can't I stick with it? Why is everything that I have watched not enough to stop me? Maybe I am my own enemy and I am standing in the way of being successful. I guess that is why I came here. I looked up vegan support and came across a link to VeganForum. I took that as a sign to reach out and get some advice and support from others that maybe struggled with the same thing? I live in a very small city in Alberta, Canada. Alberta is known for its beef, we are rednecks who eat meat every meal and snack. I have one vegan cafe in my city, but it has only smoothies and granola bars.. I knew that if I needed support I would have to look to the internet. So here I am. I believe so deep in my heart that veganism in right. I still live at home and my mom and dad are meat loving potato eating Albertan's and I have tried to spread awareness in my family and home, but no one listens and it makes me so angry! I just really need some advice that will help me. I need to be stronger and stick to what I believe in, but maybe someone out there has some pointers or links to help! Thank you for reading and I look forward to the replies. I will always keep trying, always, but I know I can do better than that!