I went to my town's "Pride in the Patch" event, and seeing the farm's sign about raised beef hit me hard. I went over to the cows, they were so beautiful. I pet one through the fence, I saw calves feeding from their mothers, and I want to do so much more for the animals. I'm trying not to be hard on myself, I just regret realizing in adulthood that eating animal products wasn't right. I don't know. Today was a hard day.