I decided that I want to go vegan. But the only thing I know about it is what it stands for. Unfortunately this scares me. The main reason is that I want to be a complete emphatetic person. I love animals, period. I've been eating and using animal product since I was a child, but now.. I started to learn, to see and it makes me feel miserable when I'm thinking that one animal died and suffered, not only died for me to feel warm, comfortable or full after a meal. But still, I don't know where to start. Help me!